Smelly_butt's Xanga

heads up,

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 07:03:46 GMT

I've moved :D try finding me hehe, if not just ask me :)

dance upon this barren land,

Tue, 21 Jul 2009 12:40:03 GMT

It's been great being back in Singapore!

ugh, the internet is so slow, i'll post more photos next time!

O
yes,
God open a door for me, regarding my housing - i will blog about more that next post!

and im selling my Dad's Fender Jazz Bass, so wait for the pictures and prices!

You give me heaven's view,

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 15:52:54 GMT

I think i will start taking photos and post them up :)

I had a rather odd day today lol.

sneakers,

Wed, 08 Jul 2009 18:14:03 GMT

I have a blister on my foot, well 2 actually, i kinda accidentally tore one (ew) and its all fleshy now, haha. And my tummy ache has resulted to me burping and (ahem) farting so i can get the air out of my stomach. Imagine that feeling when you really wanna burp but just can't because its just not quite there yet, yeah that feeling - i'm getting it constantly lol but its fun to burp haha :D yes its 3 in the morning im talking about blisters, burps and farts :D

I'm so in love with the reality tv show, Jon and Kate Plus 8! Each and everyone of their kids are so adorable and irresistable! Gosh i just wanna babysit them all for free, i cannot wait for my first kid :) Haha i know im still young - no harm in dreaming about it a little hehe.

okay time to sleep!

Michael Jackson,

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 19:40:22 GMT

I just watched Michael Jackson's memorial on cnn. It was a very beautiful service that really showed the life of Michael and how he had touched many lives all around the world. The first time i listened to or watched Michael Jackson was probably when i was 8 years old. I watched 'Thriller' a million times, Michael was a great entertainer. He most definitely lived his life to the fullest, making a difference through and with his music. The celebration of his life was amazing and touching. His music will live on to our children our children's children and so on.

The world will never forget him, a great man.

I should sleep now, its 4:40am :)

Goodnight

Healing,

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 15:23:00 GMT

AH I HAVE 13 MORE DAYS HERE!

I'm excited to go back to Singapore, i really miss HoGC and everyone back there :( I miss the independent life! Having easy going transport, 7 eleven!!!, Food oh my, and i can't wait for school yo! It's going to be a great year ahead! I can't wait to hang out with everyone and catch up again. I make it sound like i've been gone for a year or something, but i think being away from Church and what i've become adapted to there, i'm beginning to grow to love Singapore, even though it stressful at times, :)

But Brunei is great because my Family and great friends are here :) Brunei is good for a get away, Brunei will always be home :) I just can't wait to go back to Singapore! Being sick and not being able to go out is really ugh! But im believing for a breakthrough that the cramps and gastric will go away, amen! It's really exciting to see things happening. I'm going through a little tough moment right now, but i know God gives us things only we can handle - So i know i'll be able to get through :)

I might be leaving Xanga.com soon, might be moving to either wordpress or blogspot - still considering since i've had this blog for 5 years :O

Love,

maylee

brighter days,

Tue, 30 Jun 2009 10:18:51 GMT

- I cannot wait to see Charlotte, i have lots to tell you.
- Sushi dinner was great yesterday :)
- Have a safe trip back to KL Dra :), and look forward to sem2!
- Yvonne's leaving soon, which means we have to have one of our routine sleepovers before you leave
- Euodia and Yin left to China todayyyyy
- Jess and Mp are leaving this Thursday
- Swine Flu closes schools here in Brunei
- Church was good, was great to see some familiar and new faces
- I miss HoGC
- Home cooked food never felt so good
- Yes i gained weight.
- My bum is glued to the couch
- I can't wait for level one :)
- Sleepover @ Mich's was goooooood
- Karen illegally drove to Hua Ho and sent me back - i screamed to make her nervous :)
- I miss people back in Singapore!
- I'm moving out of Boon Keng when i get back to singapore on the 19th July
- I get "that feeling" once in awhile, :)

haha somewhat of an update?

Love,

maylee

here,

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 17:53:36 GMT

You know that feeling when some things just irritate your heart,
and you can't stop thinking? haha, isn't it just frustrating sometimes?
But I know God only gives us things that He knows we can handle; that we can take
But you have to really seek Him with everything when you're at a crossroad,
We have to really rely on the holy-spirit,
and to act-upon the things we receive and learn,
to not hope but have faith because hope is not faith,
in the things we pray for.
"Over-thinking" can be a disease,
it can eat you up and make decisions so much harder,
but remember, when in doubt,
no second thoughts,
just pray.

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It's getting harder when people don't listen, it goes in one ear and comes out the other -- and most of time when we want someone to hear something really important, their actions prove that they never really paid any attention in the first place. It happens and I know i've probably done it before and might even do it to someone in the future, but I really understand and take into account that saying is one thing, and doing is another.

I get annoyed pretty easily, that's probably one of my flaws but compared to how i was before, I'm way more patient and even listen to my parents when they lecture me. I learn how to hold my tongue and wait for my turn to speak, to really respect and honour my mom and dad. Someone told me that I tend to have my guard up all the time; in the sense which i don't let people in. At that time, i thought to myself, 'i don't seem to really open up to many people in singapore, maybe it's just a matter of time to get adjusted' but after a hard long think and prayer, I realized that I'm not a person that has her guard up all the time, it's just who i choose to open up to. I am open, just with the people i feel comfortable with.

After countless of explainations, it getting a bit tiring. God's delt with my restless heart and settled with the chaos, and I feel so much lighter knowing that I don't have to worry about what i was worrying about before. I've had enough of dealing with dis-respect, it is here that

I draw the line

things are just going to be very much different. Thank you God :)

Love,

maylee

P.s: Rest In Peace Pop King, Michael Jackson.

Time,

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 17:06:17 GMT

I'm currently in Brunei! I arrived on the 24th, yesterday. I was really happy to see my Dad and of course my wonderful maid/sister Sri! I had a good home-cooked lunch which was very satisfying to the tummy. Played the piano till Karen came 'knock knock knocking' on my door haha, was so good to see her, still the same, tall.

G Zone camp was a.m.a.z.i.n.g, the games, services, ministry time - God moved greatly, lots of prophecies were made, lots of lives changed, :)

Lots of things have been happening - stress! haha, but then again things do happen for a reason. Learning to forgive is really hard, but with the grace of God nothing is impossible!

I don't know what else to post about :/ haha. I'm going to here till the 19th of July and i'm going to use all the time i have to spend time with my family, really missed them. I can't wait to see everyone this sunday at church! I don't think everyone knows i'm back, so surprise! And i can't wait to see Euodia, Jess, Rowena, Mp, Asha, Yin, Charlotte, Dra!

okay this was a really brief and bad update haha, i'll update properly next time.

Love,

maylee

God of this City,

Mon, 08 Jun 2009 11:14:46 GMT

Greater things have yet to come,
greater things are still to be done in this city

Just because i haven't been posting photos :), their random photos from my Iphoto, was just browsing through. So enjoy! I'll update soon, :)

p.s: the new Hillsong United album is really really really good.

Love,

maylee